I am so tired it hurts to close my eyes

http://www.wired.com/science/discoveries/multimedia/2008/01/modular_homes?slide=6&slideView=6


and to all my uninvited journal lurkers. This is the only post you get without being a friend. Thats right dad, you don't get any sweet juicy access

Doubt is a pain too lonely to know that faith is his twin brother.

I've been invincible before, I crossed 1,000 miles alone, and still I think about knocking on your door.

We made love in the tower of Babel
Then we watched that tower fall
Now I can't understand a single word you say
So honey why did you bother to call?

Cruel as it seems, fate has always existed
Like a serpent telling me
the end will always be twisted.
You say we're not over, but I'm getting confused
You're speaking another language honey
From a place I never knew.

You can build your new city anywhere you want.
We were both in Toledo with the setting sun
Why don't you know when its time to move on?

Gusts of wind blowing across my eyes.
Life's a crumbling beauty when you realize
you're gonna wind up where you started or somewhere pretty close.
Its the sun that makes a city shimmer,
What's stranger still, when that city's gone
I'm still welcomed by their ghosts.

Build a tower to heaven, if you think you can.
or climb on someone else's if you like their plan.
but when it all falls to pieces like a tragic play
remember that nobody ever knows what to say.

this is ted (teddy)
I love him so much

I breathe differently here.

is mas_profundo

because everything i write in this one has been shit, and the people i think about when im writing it, are well, shit. so dig it, or don't

google images:
vlad dracula, all i gotta say is...sexy! damn!

chet baker is beautiful, im reading his biography, he had the most romantically tragic life.

smile therapy

Spinning in a wheel of loss, nothing now is clear, brights sparks are fading fast, no they are gone and dissapeared, & oh how I believe it's all just a bad dream. What a goddamn shame it is to feel this way, so blind and so foolish, theres an ocean full of broken hearts, just like invisible fish.

http://download.yousendit.com/2A7E124D7B069B9C

go.

yeahyeahyeah i kiss you like that you touch me like that, i dont know who you are, you don't know what i have

I was hungry and it was your world.
Ah, you fake just like a woman, yes, you do
You make love just like a woman, yes, you do
Then you ache just like a woman
But you break just like a little girl.

im boxing my books and notebooks of writing, theres not enough room for anything anymore, this is really upsetting